[Shameful or not... Hayame makes herself take his arm. She had chosen Liem to be the one she first tried this magic around for a reason, and she... she must honor that. It would be even more shameful not to.]
I do, but...
[She had just. Yes, she had just assumed she would be a master of it from the get go. Humans? She knew them! She had been raised by their hands, she had marched beside them, she was trained by them, she knew how to fight them, so she knew their weaknesses and strengths, surely, but...
It is difficult not to pout. It would be terribly unseemly to pout. Or blush. Or grumble. So she will focus on copying how Liem moves when he escorts her towards the sofa, trying to put her feet down like he does, move his knees like he does. When they reach her goal, she eases down onto the delicately embroidered cushions for the first time since she had started visiting him, but there...
Her fingers tighten not on Liem's arm now, but the edge of the sofa cushions. Being vulnerable is not her strong suit, a warrior did not need such things and so she had never honed openness or communication. Still...]
It... It is more uncomfortable than I thought it would be. This body.
[She had hoped... to simply be magically good at using it, so she might be magically able to accomplish what she needed to with it, and then get back to her own shape as soon as possible. The idea that she might need to practice for hours... perhaps, worst case, for multiple uses of the thing... ?]
I cannot... smell anything, or hear anything... and everything is so- So tight...
[There is just one heartbeat pounding in her chest, lonely without the double thrum she has known all her life. She finds herself struggling to breathe if she accidentally forgets she's only supposed to have two lungs now, not four. If she did not acclimate... would she ever be able to pass for human properly no matter how well crafted the shape was?]
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I do, but...
[She had just. Yes, she had just assumed she would be a master of it from the get go. Humans? She knew them! She had been raised by their hands, she had marched beside them, she was trained by them, she knew how to fight them, so she knew their weaknesses and strengths, surely, but...
It is difficult not to pout. It would be terribly unseemly to pout. Or blush. Or grumble. So she will focus on copying how Liem moves when he escorts her towards the sofa, trying to put her feet down like he does, move his knees like he does. When they reach her goal, she eases down onto the delicately embroidered cushions for the first time since she had started visiting him, but there...
Her fingers tighten not on Liem's arm now, but the edge of the sofa cushions. Being vulnerable is not her strong suit, a warrior did not need such things and so she had never honed openness or communication. Still...]
It... It is more uncomfortable than I thought it would be. This body.
[She had hoped... to simply be magically good at using it, so she might be magically able to accomplish what she needed to with it, and then get back to her own shape as soon as possible. The idea that she might need to practice for hours... perhaps, worst case, for multiple uses of the thing... ?]
I cannot... smell anything, or hear anything... and everything is so- So tight...
[There is just one heartbeat pounding in her chest, lonely without the double thrum she has known all her life. She finds herself struggling to breathe if she accidentally forgets she's only supposed to have two lungs now, not four. If she did not acclimate... would she ever be able to pass for human properly no matter how well crafted the shape was?]