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Liem “sock-wearer” Talbott ([personal profile] sterngaze) wrote2022-03-18 12:49 am
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greenbriar: (bones 🌿 I'll find my way)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-17 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ He breathes in sharply, caught off guard for the second time -- surely Liem is one of the few people capable of logging each of Cardan's flaws with minute precision. But Cardan is, as always, being too literal; Liem is merely caught up in his lust and his yearning. Cardan knows this, and yet, and yet-- His heart constricts painfully in his chest. He has to turn his face, bury it against the cool column of Liem's neck, and his soft little laugh sounds a little strange even to his own ears. ]

I'm yours, [ Cardan counters, letting his teeth graze over Liem's throat. It's the only thing he can think of to say -- the only thing that matters, really. Besides, he'd much rather be Liem's than anything else.

His palm slides down to Liem's hip, his thigh, urging him to draw his knee up higher. He wants him: wants to press inside him, wants to claim him, wants to fuck the urgency out of them both until all that's left is this soft, terribly dangerous tenderness. It would be so easy now, with Liem still slick and messy from their first go -- he could just keep going like they never even stopped, and the thought pulls from him a noise that's awfully close to a whimper. His tail lashes with it, grazing against Liem's hand on his ass.

He loves that, too. Every time Liem shows his possessive streak, it roils through Cardan like thunder, hot and heady and somehow always unexpected. ]
greenbriar: (reverent 🌿 I'm gonna take you)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-19 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's worse, somehow, that Liem is so soft and languid under his hands and the greedy touch of his mouth; it makes Cardan's impatient need obvious as a white-hot flare. When Liem urges him closer, when he tilts his head, it's all Cardan can do to muffle a groan against his lover's skin, needy and terrible. He can't wait. He can't even pretend that he might.

And because he is foolish, he lifts his face to look at his husband while he shifts to adjust his angle, and then fucks inside him. It's foolish, because he's sure his face is too telling: too flushed with pleasure and greedy desire -- but worse than that, too soft, too obviously full of longing. It feels like nakedness.

But he wants to see Liem more than he wants to keep himself safe.

It's difficult. It proves difficult, to keep his eyes open when sensation overwhelms him so, when every time he moves it leaves him breathless with his pleasure. His hand curls over Liem's face, thumb drawing over his mouth, the achingly familiar shape of it. He doesn't know what to do with all of this tenderness, how to possibly keep it contained inside himself, nor how to let it out. He has so little practice with being tender, and less still with being loving. No one had ever taught him how either of those things were supposed to work.

He has to assume that Liem will think his desperation strange. But there is no helping it, and he cannot stop. Cardan can only claim him, stroke after maddening stroke -- can only slide his hot palm between their bodies to wrap around Liem's erection, revelling in the silken feel of him, eager to urge him closer to the edge.

And, after all, if he can make Liem insane with desire, maybe he won't notice how completely Cardan has lost his mind. ]
greenbriar: (scars 🌿 as the queen of the dead)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-20 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ Liem hides from him -- and he is hiding, Cardan has done the same often enough to know -- and for a moment, he feels a beat of disappointment. It cannot last: not when his lover's kisses flutter against his vulnerable neck, followed by the caress of breaths Liem shouldn't need to take at all. Wild affection takes hold of him instead; he can only lean his cheek against Liem's hair and grin, vicious with happiness.

And then even this is gone when Liem bucks against him. The sound he makes is feral, wholly animal; his rhythm stutters, jolted off guard by his full-body shudder. His grip on the sheets is white-knuckled for the effort not to come right then and there. But not yet. Not yet-- ]


Husband--

[ He swears, hot at the edge of a moan, his breath harsh in his lungs. And still, he cannot stop -- and still, he moves, greedy for his name on Liem's tongue, for the sounds of his need and the tight grasp of his body. He wants to pin Liem, just like this, and never let him go. He wants to do this for the rest of his eternal life, drenched in sweat and lust, claiming him over and over. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-21 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's always too much, this -- always overwhelming, always astounding in its intensity. When Liem gets like this, with his voice breaking away from his own control; when he clutches at Cardan with the hard strength of his hands; when he pants his pleasure against Cardan's skin and then grows tight around him--

It's astonishing. It's impossible. He cannot imagine having Liem like this and not losing his mind -- and he does, every time, as his own dizzying need mounts in him, filling him up until he can't breathe around it. Liem moans and Cardan's hips snap forward, into him, as if compelled by a higher power. He's done, he knows it; he makes it through another sharp thrust, a third, and then simply unravels, coming apart in his husband's arms with a hard shudder that travels all the way to the tip of his tail.

But that's fine, it's just fine, since that's where he's meant to be in the first place.

In the aftermath, as soon as he can breathe again, he will slip off of Liem and roll onto his side, the better to stare at him in the afterglow. He frowns, a little distracted, at the fresh blood on Liem's mouth, reaching out to draw a fingertip over the wound. ]


It's profoundly unfair, [ he will complain, dipping just inside Liem's mouth to touch one of those sharp fangs, ] that I do not have a pair of these.

[ Sometimes he wants to bite Liem the way Liem gets to bite him, wants to mark him for longer than half an hour at a time. Surely that cannot be so wrong. ]
greenbriar: (heroics 🌿 don't you hear me howling?)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-22 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He sighs, a little rueful — at his lack of fangs, at Liem’s terribly quick healing, at the fact that even the gentlest threat of his husband’s teeth still makes his heart speed and his mouth a little dry. It’s almost as if he hadn’t just come at all, let alone for the second time in the past hour. Urgency still buzzes under his skin, crowding on the pleasant heaviness that comes with release.

He draws his hand up to brush a strand of hair away from Liem’s brow. Cardan hadn’t really looked at him yet — not truly, not enough to take him in. Not enough to make up for the past month’s loneliness. He looks now, cataloguing the sharp elegance of his husband’s face: the striking eyes, the aquiline nose, the bloodied mouth that he can’t help but want to touch. His smiles always make him look younger, though he still seems tired; it’s perverse, probably, that seeing him so only makes Cardan’s chest pang with greedy affection. ]


Perhaps I need to find a different way to claim you, then.

[ He doesn’t know exactly what that might be, but the idea is appealing even in its vague, unformed shape. They both wear their rings, of course — but surely that isn’t the same as the intimate claim of a bite half-hidden by Cardan’s shirt collar. He wants both, as he always does. ]
greenbriar: (fluff 🌿 it will come back)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-23 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ For all the eagerness that still lives under his skin, he has to admit that this is inordinately peaceful: lying here in the familiar quiet of their bedroom, his legs tangled with Liem's as his husband nuzzles into his hand like an affectionate cat. He can't help but grin at him, toothy with pleasure.

Both his glee and Liem's question distract him enough that the downward transit of Liem's hand doesn't register. Maybe that's why the touch at the base of his tail surprises him into a shiver. Most of his previous lovers would not have been so brazen -- but then, Liem has never been even a little bit afraid of him. He cannot bite back the urge to squirm a little at the sparks that fly up his spine.

...but he was answering. He opens his eyes to look at his husband, centering himself again on his familiar, comfortably possessive thoughts. ]


There is jewellery for that sort of thing, I suppose. Or magic.

[ His predatory leer suggests he's not entirely serious. ]

I could enchant my claim in flaming script above your head.

[ Probably. For at least an hour or two. ]
greenbriar: (consider 🌿 each night)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-24 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ It is distracting, actually, now that he's cognizant of it: Liem's leisurely caress makes his skin tingle with hyper-awareness. The fluffy tip of his tail trembles with it, involuntarily. Cardan's eyes on Liem's face are half-lidded, even as he works to keep his expression steady.

It helps, at least, that Liem's suggestion makes his leer deepen. He cants close, brushing his smiling mouth over Liem's cheek, more breath than kiss. ]


You make it sound so tempting.

[ Two can play this game; his own hand traces down the elegant line of Liem's back, splaying over the curve of his ass, suggestive. ]

Are you not?

[ His to use, to toy with, to torment. He would have to be blind and stupid not to have noticed that -- as accommodating as his husband is -- he seems particularly lured by Cardan's more selfish fancies. He doesn't really understand it, but perhaps he doesn't need to; it certainly hasn't stopped him from engaging in the behaviour. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-26 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ He had known -- even before he'd burst into Liem's office, half-feral with longing -- that they would end up like this: entwined in each other, not so much starting and finishing as ebbing and flowing. It's just that he has so much affection to catch up on, after so much time away. It's just that he can never stop wanting Liem, not even when it's unwise.

And he cannot think of a single reason why it would be unwise now.

He doesn't bother bating his hunger when Liem moves closer to kiss him. They have most of the night and the entire day following; perhaps this would have made him complacent in another circumstance. Now, it feels like both a luxury and a resource he ought to manage carefully, to wring the most out of, before the storm of work problems and party invitations and various attempts on his life and dignity catches up to them again.

But tonight, Liem is his: to have, to want, to reclaim, and he is determined to prove himself equal to the task. ]