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Liem “sock-wearer” Talbott ([personal profile] sterngaze) wrote2022-03-18 12:49 am
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greenbriar: (shoot me 🌿 give me mercy no more)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-07-21 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There is a reason why Cardan prefers to be on the offensive, to act rather than be acted upon. Even now, as Liem does the thing Cardan asked of him, slicks his fingers with a silken layer of oil, he is seized by terrible impatience. He wants too much, feels too keenly. Every inch of his skin is sensitized to his lover's touch. His mouth finds the nape of Liem's neck, paints breathless, eager kisses over soft skin.

He tries to focus: on the alluring shape of Liem's throat beneath his hand, on the interesting way it vibrates with his lover's murmur. His fingers stroke, restless, tracing the line of Liem's jaw, the tender space just below it, where a pulse would beat on anyone else. It's difficult. It's exquisitely challenging not to squirm in place, not to grind against his lover, needy and senseless. His tail coils restlessly around them, the tip curling over Liem's knee. Cardan's desire has been teased so keen and so raw -- by the month spend under the waves, by the long journey home, by the aching bite wound on his neck and the sight of Liem caught in the throes of his climax. How could any man remain composed?

And he isn't. And he cannot be. He will barely wait for Liem to finish before withdrawing his fingers from his grasp. Even the distance required of him to slip his hand between their bodies is torturous; he nearly whimpers with it, though it is not even the worst of the torments in store for him yet.

The worst is this: the grip of Liem's body, tight and silken and perfect, as he presses inside. He bites his lip -- and then thinks better of it, and bites Liem's shoulder instead. The noise at the back of his throat is made of raw need. It hammers through his veins, speeds his pulse; he is so full of it he might burst, with no recourse and no salvation save for the man before him. ]


Liem...

[ The desperation creeps into his voice, and he does not even have it in him to be embarrassed of his own pathetic eagerness. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-07-23 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Liem’s voice runs through Cardan with a shiver; it’s too evocative of his own blinding, overwhelming need for him. To be close to him, to have him, to watch him become taut and overcome with desire as Cardan’s fingers diligently work him open. He doesn’t know how he’s going to get through this; he’s caught between the twin storms of lust and terrible, all-encompassing affection. He cannot think. ]

You are so—

[ He breaks off the sentence, bites down on his lip, hard. He doesn’t know what Liem is; what he knows is how he feels about it. The confession stutters at the back of his throat, treacherously ready to leap out and ruin everything. He can’t tell Liem. Not now, not yet. Not when he hasn’t proven it to him yet.

Not when the thought still frightens him so much. And anyway, he’s— ]


Only you. [ His mouth smears over Liem’s neck, catches on his ear. ] That whole month, I thought only of you. Please… [ He breathes it, no less desperate than before. He still cannot bring himself to care; he’s already coming unmoored. ]

Liem, I can’t—

[ Can’t watch and feel and hear him, his sounds of pleasure and the tight grip of his body and the tender column of his throat. He doesn’t want to hurry his lover, but—

But he’s going to lose what little mind he has left if he doesn’t get to claim him soon. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-07-24 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Cardan stills, frozen mid-breath; though his lover cannot see it, his eyes fly open. He had little enough tethering him to temperance as it is. Liem’s impatient, breathless demand makes the last of it dissipate, as a snowflake in a blazing fire.

Make me yours tears through him with a pang of lust so heavy it hurts.

There is no more stillness after that. He wishes, dearly, to grasp Liem by the hips — but he can’t, he can’t, for the palm wrapped possessively around his lover’s throat. He will make do with one hand: pulling out, lining himself up — and he is so piteously, terribly hard even this makes him gasp under his breath — and then fucking inside him in one greedy, glorious thrust. The desperate groan it tears from him is unavoidable, as is his iron-hard grip on Liem’s hip.

Oh, he can’t wait any longer at all. ]


You are mine. [ He stamps the words like an oath against his husband’s temple, so low and forceful they are nearly a growl. How could he be anything but, when Cardan’s very blood sings with ecstasy where they touch, when Liem fills every one of his senses so completely? ] All of you—

[ Pulling out is torture, too; he does it anyway, so he can take Liem again, and again, letting go of his hip so he can brace himself against the desk. And if the fingers on Liem’s throat creep up, if they find the soft curve of his bottom lip and push past it, inside his mouth— well, is that not his, too? ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-07-25 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Every breath is a fight; every time he buries himself in Liem's body, the impossibly tight, silken stroke of sensation drags another wanton gasp from him. It sears through him, white-hot and inescapable. He knows he is racing his own pleasure: already it is dangerously close to catching up, chasing him towards the precipice of climax until he’s teetering on its edge, trying to hold on with the last of his composure.

Like every other time, it is too soon.

He doesn’t want it to end. This maddening, terrible, precious need— his husband, all eager demand and dangerous, tender mouth closed around his fingers— Liem’s dutiful letters and his longing and the affection Cardan thought he’d never win, let alone deserve. He wants to hold these things near, wants to hoard them like a jealous dragon in some cave, and eat any who would come to take them from him.

But, as is usually the case, what he wants does not matter.

Orgasm slams into him all at once, disorienting in its blind ferocity. He does not know what noise he makes, except that it is probably obscene, and that he muffles it ineffectually against Liem’s neck. Liem, who feels exquisite; Liem, whose stubborn greed always catches him off-guard; Liem, who has haunted him for weeks, lingering in his every thought.

If Cardan cannot claim him now, then Liem has certainly accomplished the converse: no one has ever owned Cardan’s heart nor his desire so completely as this. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-07-25 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Liem… [ His eyes are shut; his breath flutters in and out of his body, frantic still. After a very long moment, he’ll pull his hand off the desk to wrap the arm tightly around Liem instead, shivering with his closeness. Pleasure still dances over his skin, nearly painful. He’s so sensitive, so overwhelmed, so terribly taken with his husband.

Eventually, once his heart has stopped racing so badly, he will lift his head to brush his mouth over Liem’s ear, pressing a tired kiss there. His damp fingertips curl over his lover’s cheek, deceptively gentle. ]


I am glad to be home.

[ He’s also exhausted, though it hardly matters. Sometimes, Cardan wonders which one of them is more helplessly beset with greed. Every time he thinks himself relentless, every time he wonders if this time he will ask too much of his lover, he finds himself not so much wrong as outdone. It scares him, a little, what sort of madness they might drive each other towards if left to their own devices.

But not enough to stop, naturally. Urgency still simmers under his skin; he knows it will claim him again before long. His inhale against Liem’s hair is a little tortured. When he grasps Liem’s hip and pulls out, the soft noise he makes is a little too plaintive.

He wants Liem to turn around. He wants to kiss that soft mouth. He wants so many things, still — there is no end to them. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-07-30 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He laughs, endeared despite himself by Liem's tireless efforts to get them to a more appropriate location -- and then kisses him, warm and slow and hungry. It occurs to him that he should have known so long ago. He should have known when he'd first noticed that he's never tired of kissing Liem, that his husband is the first thing on his mind each evening and the last every morning, that his marriage bed feels cruelly empty without Liem's face nestled against his collarbone.

He'd thought it was just loneliness, but he'd been lonely many a time, and never once so ravenous about it.

Regardless, he has to admit Liem is ultimately right about the location: the longer they stay here, the harder it will be to leave again, and Cardan doesn't want to sleep in Liem's study. When he pulls away, his sigh is regretful. ]


Oh, very well. Put yourself to rights, then, husband.

[ Cardan, for his part, only plans to do up his trousers -- aside from the physical restrictions Liem has imposed on him, he's plainly too impatient to bother retrieving his shirt, tie, or jacket. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-02 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Cardan's eyebrow twitches upward, insouciant in his hypocrisy. ]

Already? You've just had your fill of me.

[ Perversely, seeing Liem button up his shirt only makes Cardan want to decorate his throat with tender bruises. But then, if he starts on that, they will get distracted, and then they will never make it out of Liem's office -- better to curtail his hunger. For now.

Of course, he still has to solve the issue of Liem's little condition, since whatever you do with me tonight certainly doesn't exclude travel to their rooms. But that's easy enough: it just means Cardan will have to be the only one walking. Besides, sweeping Liem up in his arms remains delightful; Cardan cannot help his grin when he does so, enchanted by his husband's lithe, compact weight against his body.

Having collected Liem thus, he will step across the room towards the door, the shimmer of glamour gathering around them as he does. It won't fool any vampires -- but the human staff, at least, should let them pass unnoticed under the veil of his magic.

He stops just short of the locked door. ]


Would you mind?

[ He does not direct the question at Liem, but rather the door itself. ]
greenbriar: (nuzzle 🌿 honey don't feed it)

[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-03 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ He cannot help the pleased loops his tail coils and uncoils into when the door opens upon his request. As far as Cardan is concerned, he has everything he could have reasonably asked for: a successful diplomatic mission, the regard of the house he's been wooing for the past several months, and -- best of all -- his husband, lovely in his warm affection, caught in his arms. All he needs now are several more weeks to enjoy his triumphant homecoming before the next disaster strikes them.

Of course, he doesn't account for the dangers inherent in Liem's affection. He never does. Even with glamour shielding them from mortal sight, the greedy kisses mapping his throat surprise him -- it's a forthrightness he didn't expect from his spouse. His breath stutters in his chest; renewed lust curls hot and eager in his belly. His grip on Liem tightens, covetous. ]


You are so forward tonight.

[ But Liem is right. It will never be enough. He has to close his eyes against it, just for a moment, his throat moving as he swallows. Has the house always been so terribly large? Not for the first time, he wonders why a creature so work-obsessed as his husband keeps his office so far from his bedroom. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-04 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ His intake of breath is impatient; he shivers under the onslaught of that cool mouth in the ticklishly sensitive space just under his ear. ]

And now you revenge yourself on me, I see.

[ Though he cannot be cross... well, no, he can be a little cross. If not at Liem, then at the length of the hallways, or at the few servants that cross their path. None see them beneath the veil of his glamour, but that does not spare them Cardan's frustrated glare as he hurries along, increasingly desperate to get to the privacy of their rooms.

The moment he has stepped through the door, Liem will find himself pressed to the other side of it, caged by Cardan's body and his hungry hands. He hasn't the patience to make it to their bed: he's too sensitized, too heated, liable to combust if he doesn't kiss Liem right this moment. ]


I ought to have you right here, [ he will murmur, half-serious, between urgent kisses, ] as your just deserts for teasing me so.
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-05 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ As much as he loves the thrill of caging Liem against any surface, he has to agree -- this once -- that he would rather said surface were their bed. Here, in the familiar surroundings of their rooms, Cardan is suddenly eager to get his husband out of his clothes. Lingering at the door does not make the task any easier, though he can at least start with Liem's oh-so-fussily buttoned-up shirt. ]

Then you ought to take me there, [ he quips, even as his fingers splay beneath Liem's collar, greedy to touch more of him, too impatient to bother with buttons immediately. Still, despite his urgency -- and Liem's prior example of the same -- he is not savage enough to rip the shirt open like a brute. ]

...only you would get this dressed between fucks, [ he will gripe, on follow-up. His heated sigh against Liem's mouth is restless; it is followed by the sharp nip of his teeth, and then, the hurried labour of unfastening the damn shirt properly, so that he may sweep his hands over Liem's bare skin once again. Liem can figure out how to get them to bed; Cardan is preoccupied with smearing his mouth over his jaw, with breathing him in. Only Liem, he thinks, can get him this artlessly eager; only his husband provokes this lurid, untamable desire in him, pulsing beneath his ribs, too urgent to be civilized about.

Not that he bothers with being particularly civilized most nights, to be entirely fair. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-06 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Cardan sighs, eager with longing, his hands restless as they finish up with Liem's buttons and move to push the shirt off his shoulders. Liem isn't wrong: Cardan is greedy to have him bared for his hands, to reacquaint himself with the trim, lithe shape of him, all moon-pale skin untouched by scar nor blemish.

Save, of course, for the marks Cardan plans on leaving, however temporary. It makes possessive heat thrum through him, insistent. ]


I love wine, [ he retorts, still a little testy, ] just not when I'm starved for dinner.

[ He has his tutors to thank for his ability to undress Liem while shuffling backward; if they hadn't made of him so accomplished a dancer, he's not certain he could have managed to multitask. His husband is so patently distracting. His thoughts are so terribly full of Liem's hands and his taste and the cadence of his gentle sigh.

When Liem offers the tender line of his throat to him, he decides even multitasking is insufficient. The restless hands slide down to Liem's waist, then lower -- so that Cardan can pluck him off of the floor once more, lifting him against his body. Liem had his chance, but it is obvious that carrying him will take much less time. Cardan's long, decisive strides will take him across the sitting room in half the time it would have taken otherwise.

And if the repositioning makes it easier to decorate Liem's throat with love bites, all the better. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-07 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Cardan has to admit that autonomous doors are a significant improvement in his life. This way, nothing bars him from sweeping into their bedroom -- both strange and familiar after his time away, though the most overwhelming thing about it is how much it smells like home. Like Liem. He closes his eyes against the strangely uncomplicated happiness that blooms in his chest, and for a moment only breathes his husband in.

Then he will cross the room to deposit Liem onto the bed, following him with one knee on the plush mattress, so that he may cage his husband in once more. Liem is such a compact man; it is only fair that Cardan use his one physical advantage to bully him whenever possible. ]


Of course I'm starved.

[ He wants Liem to be, too -- so that Cardan can overwhelm him, can hear more of his desperation and his relief, can make Liem his so indelibly that he will never know doubt again.

Which brings them back to the problem of Liem's shoes. Cardan was going to make his husband deal with it, because it was Liem's idea, and Liem is furthermore the one who insists on no footwear in bed. But it occurs to him that he can probably manage the shoes just fine, with Liem being sat at the edge of the bed like this.

...in just a moment. His eyebrow quirks as he leans in, his mouth a breath from Liem's. His smile is smug. ]
Do I seem otherwise, Liem?

[ Surely he cannot. Even without glancing in the mirror, he knows what he must look like: flushed and dishevelled, pulse throbbing desperately in his bloodied throat, his eyes unerringly focused on his husband. His tail taps eagerly against the side of Liem's knee, incapable of keeping still. Here, in their bedroom, poised over their marriage bed, his desire must be the most obvious thing in the world.

For once, this is exactly what he wants. ]
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[personal profile] greenbriar 2024-08-11 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is exactly what he'd wanted: Liem's regard, yes -- and the touch of his cool hands, ever soothing against his own flushed skin -- but most of all, the unhurried, voluptuous pleasure of Liem's mouth on his. They so rarely have time to take to truly revel in each other. Even just now, in Liem's office, their tryst has been hurried, driven by his desperate impatience to reclaim his husband, to fuck away the weeks of absence and distance between them.

He doesn't let himself be impatient now. They are in their bedroom, the night is still young, and Liem cannot possibly have appointments he still wishes to attend. Cardan wants to enjoy him -- if he's not to deny Liem tonight, then he would indulge them both. His eyes slide shut as he threads fingers into his husband's hair, keeping him close as he shifts to reach for his own boot.

If it takes a little bit of wriggling to get it off -- well, that's its own bit of indulgence, given how he's practically on top of Liem. Giddy pleasure dances up his spine, eager for the luxury of having his lover all to himself, to undress and to claim and to fall asleep with, once pleasure has exhausted them, wrapped around each other like two halves of a whole. Dropping the boot to the floor below, he shifts again, switching weight to his other knee so that he can repeat the process. ]


And will you sate me tonight, Liem? [ he will murmur, a little breathlessly, against the corner of his husband's mouth. ]

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